I feel zing to someone (if you already to watching hotel
transylvania you’ll get it), I never thought that it'd be easy cause we both so
distant now, I start to looking at her when I first met her there, I think she
is an unique girl, I dont understand it, I just love the way her smile. It’s
funny when I bring her to an event that I never come before, just she and I.
I always see her every night in my dreams, she gives me strength
and spirit with her smile. I never stop to looking at her, start from she’s
look so weird, till she’s look so cute right now (I think my feeling makes
she's look so cute). Yesterday I dare myself to start a conversation with her, chit-chat
with her till midnight is coming, it’s enough to makes me get a nice dream
every night. Day by day I talk about something with her, share anything with
her, and I think she knows my feeling to her, till I get a reality that I can’t
stay beside her anymore.
Too late for me to realize this feeling, too late for me to
explain it to her. Now, her heart's already filled by someone else, not me. Huh.
No matter how hard I fought, she never look at me. It’s look like when you try
your best but you don't succeed, I just remember what chris martin said,
huhuhu. So, I’m feeling blue right now. Everyday looks the same, flat. I just
thinking that the earth is flat, like my day in everyday.
I never thought to be her boyfriend, I just want to share
anything with her, but I think she felt annoyed by me, so what can I do? I stop
to talking with her anymore, and trying to stop thinking about her, and I know
its hard. I realize the screaming pain, hearing loud in my brain, but I’m going
straight ahead with the scar.
(Np. Maliq & D’essentias - Untitled)
Finally, I can't found the correlation between this post content
with this post title. By the way, today is long weekend, start from Friday till
Monday, but I’m not doing anything, I still repair my brain and repair my
heart. I just watching anime and listening the song in my laptop, I think it’s
enough to make me forget about the broken heart. I’m trying to be strong, I’m
here standing alone, but its time for me to face the future, I never forget
this feeling, and I hope that she’ll look at me someday.
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3 komentar
Kalok jodoh gak ke mana. :')
ReplyDeleteAh jadi baper nih bacanya. Huhuhu. Maaf ya gak komen banyak. Takut kamunya ngerasa makin sedih. :'
Hmmm. So deep :")
ReplyDeleteYou are strong enough, i know.
Kamu cuma butuh waktu aja kok untuk terbiasa tanpa dia. Ambil sisi positifnya, ingat.. Patah hati adalah loyalti, buktinya saja postingan ini adalah hasil dari kamu yg sedang patah hati.
Semangat ya.
Pelukjauh {}
Huhu..
ReplyDeleteI feel.. This is the finished from ^take off^ my love which make me borring
And finished from ^landing^ in my heart
Why cant I say that Im in love ?
And I hope, nobody knows Im in love with someone's baby
#baper
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